How am I feeling...do you really need to ask?

I have not been able to sleep well the past 2 or 3 nights. I am so tired that when I left the house today without kids I still turned on the DVD player, in the car for the kids who were, yep at home! I am so tired that if you want a clean dish it is probably in the dish washer, and hopefully I remembered to turn it on!

Also my breast have been tender and sore again lately! Like I needed that! One more thing on my body to ache, great! My back aches from the base of my skull to my butt! I think that is because of how I've been sleeping.

My scar tissue from my previous c-sections has also started itching lately. So from time to time the scar itches, but it is on the inside so there is nothing I can do. It is the weirdest feeling I have ever experienced. When I try to itch there it actually kind of hurts and feels so odd!

Plus, if that wasn't enough I feel nauseous all day long most days! I feel like I'm on a boat or something. I don't feel like I am going to or even could vomit, but the nausea is there none the less. Sometimes I wish I would just vomit and be done with it! Nothing I do seems to help it go away totally. It doesn't seem to matter what I eat! The nausea meds don't do to much to it. The sea bands help more than anything!

So I don't think you really wanna ask how I am feeling?

The best part is that my husband is amazing. He doesn't complain no matter what I do or, I really should say, don't do! He helps out with what he can around work, and when the kids will let him. He's the greatest! I'm so emotional though tomorrow I'll be on here complaining how much a jerk he is (LOL).